I have been in a bad place where I am thinking suicidal thoughts and I don't want to call my T. She has said (very seriously) that she wants me to call her if I am thinking of acting on my feelings. The problem is, I get in this place often and I don't want to call to much or rely on her to much as I know in the back of my mind she won't always be there forever. I am already attached to her and don't want to become more attached. Has anyone ever felt like they couldn't call out of fear of attachment or calling to much? I am able to email her but she doesn't respond for two days or more and her responses are short.

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