I found it incredible how I can become pregnant, give birth, and raise my own baby, I wanted to experience all that. Everyday I see my child and think to myself that this is amazing... I wasn't smart to start a family at that point in my life but I do not regret it. My whole world changed. There's these milestones I think about; travel, school, job, husband, house, and baby was definitely one of them. It could be my biological clock ticking, I learned that fertility declines and I'd be considered high risk at 35, around 24 is an optimal age for quicker recovery and healthy baby- don't mean to offend anyone. still doesn't mean old.
So that's me, I felt something was missing and dang did my child fill up my schedule!
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