I'm in this spot now, and I know a lot of people on here think I should leave my T. For me, I think it's my attachment to her. I think of not having her anymore and it kills me. Plus, of the bad things in my mind, there are so many good things. I feel like I'm a bigger person if I can just keep working on this. Also, it's the fear of "being alone," or of starting over with someone else, and going through all of this crap all over again. That's why I feel, if I were to quit my T, I wouldn't try therapy again. It's so painful, and I'd just get attached to the next one too. It's a crapshoot either way.