I am not all that great on this forum since I consider myself still really new. For example I have only posted twice and Christina had to tell me how to post because I could not figure it out. After I posted those 2 times I still can't remember how to post and I keep reading and rereading Christina's instructions but swish it's over my head oh well.

I have a point in all this. There are a lot of programs out there for help. Help with meds, help getting to the doctors etc. On the other forum I have helped a lot of people who did not have the resources for meds etc. If you need the information I can get it for you.

I am sure that somewhere on this forum they have something like that since this forum is much more advanced.

Kiya, I am worried about your heart. You have to be very careful and I think it goes without saying that we are worried about you and we care about you.

My grandfather died of a heart attack at the age of 50. My other grandmother the something. She also had an enlarged heart just like I do. My other grandmother died of a heart aneurysm. She was walking from the kitchen on a sunday to the front room to put on her shoes for church. She died before she hit the floor. 7 out of 8 of her siblings died of aneurysms.

When i call my cardio doc and say I don't feel right he gets me in real quick. I know you hate the ER I do to. When they see me instead of looking for what's wrong it's always blamed on the lupus.

Everyone take care. Rest when you can and Kiya promise if you start to feel worse you will call 911. Tell them that you think you are having a heart attack. that will get you right in and they will do more then just an EKG.

Since I can't leave my house much I value all of your friendships.

Liz I hope your vacation is going well. When do you return to work?


Sorry for the novel - my meds are kicking in.