My doctor has been asking for a wheelchair accessible van and motorized wheelchair for me since before 2003... and between the attorneys (mine and the carrier's) they bully her down...

I've come to the point of thinking seriously about selling my home and living in a very small rv...with my dog.

I could buy a van without doing that if I could get a go fund me group... but the requirements on that is more than I can do (for one, it wants you to raise funds from family and friends first.... well good luck with that (JD).)

I have no support system..and have been going it alone for over a year now... I'm tapped.... mentally emotionally physically and yeah 'bout spiritually (man I could go to heaven in an instant...please!)...

The governor continues his efforts to eradicate the entire worker comp system from Florida. Already there are NO psychologists in South Florida who take worker comp... and there are no dentists that take it... and I've been with both way too long ... as for the dds my veneers are being grinded by the tmj not being in place and so what teeth exist beneath them, the nerves that is, are becoming sensitive...

oh I digressed sorry.

Worker comp system is an insurance system. I paid my dues, I did nothing to cause my disabling injury and I get treated without any dignity.

I can pay for a van if I stop my personal health insurance. Should be fine, right? Just use the Government's SCOTUS care right? Wrong. I can't. It won't let me sign up because I'm on worker comp and cannot include that income (it's the only income I have) and then I don't make enough without it... think $0... so I have to have medicare...wellllll I'm not allowed medicare because I'm on worker comp... BUT worker comp only covers work injury items not general health issues... and you think you get care in a hospital without insurance? wrong....

I hate life... really I do. I paid my dues all 'way round... family friends work... and what do I have to show for it?

Can't even get support at a support site. Yeah, I'm bummed.