i'm not even sure if my diagnosis is correct... i might have more than schizoaffective bipolar type... which it makes things worse to fix.

I remember i just felt so annoyed when i got diagnosed with schizoaffective bipolar type knowing good and well that my anger stemmed from the fact that my life is messed up and i want change... which is a reason to be angry... and it seemed like they were trying to say that the anger was bipolar.. or something ... but i'm not even sure anymore what they thought really..

i remember there was this one time in my life that i was actually going through with this illness when it actually did feel like it... and i was getting bipolar symptoms because my depression, mania and sadness just did not stop...and i guess I started to cut, and also self-medicate more and more and maybe that's why they said is was bipolar... but the uncontrollable emotions kind of started to stop and instead turned into anger because of thing not working out... i hope this makes sense...