I just hope my older brother doesn't ****ing thinks what solutions worked for him means that it should work for me as well.

Fancy, asking me to get out of the house to "breathe fresh air", " explore the world ", as if he's trying to say I don't have a life by playing my games alone in my own space.

********, he thinks by wasting his saliva to get me out of the house would be helping me, when actually it pissed me off when I'm trying to have some quiet time alone during my downswings.

Finally I raged, slam shut the laptop. He took me out of the house, but thanks to his stupidity, he doesn't know I slammed shut my laptop without shutting down, so he decided switch off the main power, which resulted in a cold shutdown ( I don't plug my battery into my laptop ). When I came back after borrowing some self-help books from a library, I was so ****ing enraged that I have to restart my laptop thanks to him.