(((((((((((((((((((( AG )))))))))))))))))))))))))

My daughter has been going through this same type of situation lately. It's so hard watching her go from high to lower than low in the relationship. I think finally, she is done with it but it took a long time and a lot of self searching.

What is particularly difficult is when you are feeling so low about the relationship and yourself, you wonder how you can survive without the other individual in your life no matter how bad or good it is. The best thing you can do for yourself is to turn your energy on yourself and work on your self esteem. Take your love and give it to yourself first before giving it to anyone else.

There are relationships that are toxic. And sometimes the devil you know is better than the devil you don't know. (at least in your mind anyways) But that is far from the truth. One has to face the truth that taking care of yourself, being the number one priority, will put you in a better place and help you have healthier relationships in the future.

This is a time to take stock in what you have learned from the relationship and start applying it IRL. Watch out for the subtle hints that people give off to how they react and deal with life in general. I know it sounds like a lot of work, and it is. But I can guarentee you that when you have begun to make progress on yourself, things will begin to fall into place for you.

I wish you well and send you healing thougths and strength.

Hugssss
J