What do you think/feel? Are you struggling? If you are struggling with having T there, I would look for "more" somewhere or a different way of working?

Have you looked at books/workbooks or anything if you don't want to see someone else in addition to T? I think focusing too much on difficulties you do not think are related to your T or worrying about losing your T could be a way of avoiding working with your T on what the two of you can work on. I think you have to decide what you want to address and then work on that and let the other go for the moment.