I've noticed that for a long time I haven't had a real human connection. Now and then, perhaps once a week, I get to see someone. Mostly the talk is around my past and my present situation of solitude. Leaves me drained and there's no further interest from either party.

I forgot what people usually talk about. I belong to no group, I venture many but can't catch their vibe. There aren't any places near by I could go and meet new people. I know many many people but noone I could relate to. I think I'm trying to re-live my teens when I should be growing past them.

I picked up my past habit of internet browsing and forum venturing and I sit at home all day. I'm too drained for anything more complex like finding some sort of hobby, lectures, classes etc. I don't work and go to school

P.S. As I was typing this someone called me and invited me out. Lets see how it turns out