Most respectfully, I think your feelings toward your therapist are normal and it's probably a good sign that you are so attached. Many of us have issues in this area because the people we relied on as children weren't trustworthy or supportive of us in the way they were supposed to be. In order to heal, we have to learn to trust and become attached to other people. I am only starting to become attached to mine (have only been seeing her about 3 months), but I saw someone else for 4 years and became tremendously attached to him, so I understand your anxiety about having to end someday.

I'll bet your T would welcome talking with you about this.