I feel EXACTLY this way and it sucks! My husband says I am delusional. I am so sorry you are also feeling this way. Do you have a psychiatrist (pdoc) and/or a therapist (T)?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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