Soidhonia and Mssumom, i intend to have fun with this totally..its been hard for me to get to where i am, even though i do have such a long way to go, i am doing htings right. its been hard because i have such a lack of self-belief (still do), and i have very limited support from family...so every step i take makes me more proud and enthusiastic/determined for the future.

Simon