Were I live it´s now summer and people spend time having barbeques, having coffee at nice cafées, having picnics and so on. The summer makes me feel more lonely. As I don´t feel that well mentally, I don´t have the faith it´s possible finding new friends and I´m not in the mood for joining clubs and such.

I have one friend but she recently became a mum and I don´t like spend time with her as most of her attention is on the kid. We can´t really have a good talk. I really suffer from my loneliness and I´ve tried for several years to find new friends. I don´t work and by that I don´t have any colleagues either. I feel stuck in life, I was in therapy but was terminated and I´m now looking for a new T.

I also find it quite uninteresting seeing friends at my own age, talk about their jobs and their lives with their boyfriends and stuff. I´m single and don´t want to sit there listen to all their plans, holidays, talking about apartments and so on. I really wish I could find people "like me". I have parents and a brother but they live rather far away from me and I don´t feel moving closer to them would make me feel less lonely. I´m really sad about this, just sitting here watching TV, talking walks and such things. I´m only 30+ years old.

Does anyone feel the same?