I am very bitter and angry about my past. I very often wonder who I would be if I had a better childhood. I feel like I've missed out on so much and I will never have the life I wanted. I will never have the parents that I wanted. I think I am more hurt than bitter. The emotional pain is bad. I would rather physically hurt than have this hole in my heart that will never be filled.

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