when i was in my teens i felt this way, i felt lonely and even liked it when it rained on peoples fun days. i lost my best friend when she died at age 16. from then until late 20s i felt so awful. i wanted everyone else to be as depressed as i am, secretly, but i finally got over it. i went to college, but then was in a car accident a few of them, and i was still able to get over things more quickly because her death was the worst thing i've ever been through and nothing else so far has hurt me as bad as that. i did have other times where i was rejected, by guys, but i got through that too which also made me stronger too. you can get over this you never know what good things may come your way-try to be strong i know its easier said than done but there is something to it.