Now I just know that my mild hallucinations I occasionally have are paranoia related - seeing people out the corner of my eye when I'm alone, seeing the expressions of faces in pictures change, etc. When I'm in a public place I sometimes hear my name being called... but sarah is kind of a common name, so I don't know. I just know it's all paranoia. But I very much, truly believe that there's some negative entity watching me and following me around everywhere.
During my last episode I believed the hallucinations I saw, so I couldn't tell what was real and wasn't. Actually, I thought I was dreaming, so NOTHING was real.
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