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Old Jun 27, 2015, 05:22 PM
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Originally Posted by emptyspace View Post
Yes, I do. It's not like being flat... if your meds are right.
Like right now I am in a lower mood state. I probably feel depressed, but it is not suicidal depression where I can't function or do anything.
Also, my manias are not as high. I still get happy, but I don't wind up screaming on the street corner, getting hauled away by the cops.

I still have emotions, just not as crazy. ...

I take a huge cocktail to keep me stable... but that is another discussion.

Hope that makes sense...
I'm curious how large your cocktail became before you were stable. I now take 7 psych meds, including 2 mood stabilizers and 2 antipsychotics but I'm still not stable. Is yours as ridiculous as that? I am curious as I'm still working out whether I should stick it out with my current pdoc. He is really starting to experiment.
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