o-ho! what`s going on....
you usd to SI? i didn`t know. don`t remember you on this forum.
stay safe, you know it`s not worth it. you don`t want to feel worse. remember just being?

well, what i wanted to tell you was, when i had that problem of cutting, i used to have a small book..a cursing book and there i wrote violently, sometimes tearing the page, whatever pissed me off. i felt it was good.

anyway i hope you will feel better soon, with God`s help.