I'm on here again because this week I haven't been myself. I screamed at my dad, said some nasty things to my mom, and felt worse everytime after I did something like it. It took me hours to calm down after doing those things because I kept thinking how awful I was to do that but I was too stubborn to apologize which made it like an endless war. So my old cutting thoughts came back so I'm on here again. I'm less than a month away from reaching 1000 days without it.