It's next wednesday. The hospital was supposed to call me for like two weeks but they never did and I'm scared of talking on the phone so at my last therapy appointment my therapist set up an appointment for me. I'm nervous, but I haven't been hallucinating lately so I'm starting to doubt that I have schizoaffective. I just have random phases of hallucinations. They're not consistent. Either that or my geodon is just working better because I've been eating more with it. I don't know.