Thanks for reply. Today was a good day. My friends came to visit me . So nice and sweet of them. I went to my prayers and it was awesome. I'm really trying to not think too much of him and be strong to not let him back in my life. However, I can't deny admitting that I liked to receive the text from him last night knowing that he was thinking of me but then his text sounds like he just want to have sex with me at midnight! Argggg.....that really pisses me off! He really doesn't know I'm not that type of girl! He's really lost.
Also, I shall admit, despite of knowing his true face but still deep down in my heart I wish for the change. I know he won't change, he's like this. He might be good for few days to have me back and then go back to the same unkind selfish person.