I feel the dilemma you're in amelia

I know only too well how we're faced with choices in life, and whilst we're free to make choices, we are not free from the consequences of the choices that we make.

I know, deep down inside, in the long run - this is not a road that you want to travel down again.

The guilt, the heartache, the emotional punishment in your mind if you do this again ...

When you've been this good for this long ...

Your mental health and wellbeing is so important, and I really feel, deep down inside, your recovery has been to significant for you to even attempt to think to walk down that path again.

Don't go there.

Keep moving forward.

We're here for you each step of the way!