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Originally Posted by waggiedog
Hello dear Amelia. PLEASE don't even consider going back to weight loss behaviour because it's so very addictive as you know too well. It won't only be just for a day and won't stay at cutting out a few things ~ it def WILL escalate fast into a full blown eating disorder again. Hooligan is right, you've been fighting to stay well for quite some time now, it would be tragic to spoil you're good work. Hugs and love, as ever. Xx
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You're all right. This would be the forth official relapse if I started again. Knowing me, I would actually die this time. It's been years since, and time has only made me angrier and less emotionally stable. I would be more aggressive this time around and it wouldn't take long for me to get below my lowest weight and end up in the hospital again. My heart is already ****ed up now and I'm "normal". Definitely wouldn't take much AT ALL.
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