I have seen a couple professionals so far.. Because of my drug use, nobody wants to attribute a certain behavior to a mental illness. Everybody is overworked, when I told my psychiatrist I'm struggling with communication he simply said my use was making me dumb. Similarly, he said, if I want antipsychotics all I need to do is ask. The system doesn't work too well.

I will probably visit a couple more, but till then, is there a way I could tell if I have autism myself?

Thanks.