<font color="blue"> </font> Yes, I think about death a lot. I regret letting others control my life. I didn't know I had rights so I never stood up for myself...... I always took what was dished out to me.......I didn't know about setting boundries for myself until I was in my early 40's, which is sorta funny in a sad way.......What I learned early in life, is that it hurt less when I hurt myself, then when others would hurt me.... Odd thinking, I know.....Anyway, I do think of death, prob on a daily basis....If I just would not wake up....But I don't think suicide is the answer..........I guess try to make the best of each day and hope tomorrow is better.......