It is normal what you are feeling. I left someone after almost 9 years ( his addiction). I moved on but remained friends and a year later I still have a vague hope he'll change, it's crazy. My t says it is ok to feel whatever I am feeling it is normal to miss people etc as long as we don't fall in to it again and go back. And I will not. He still makes promises but I already lost so many years on hoping he'll change.,,

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