I have two friends and parents that are supportive, but I spend the majority of my time alone in my apartment watching t.v. since I'm unable to work. I marvel at the effortlessness that everyone else seems to conduct their lives with, feeling like a freak because I'm the only one who has mental health issues. I've tried going to a support group, but was too uncomfortable to go back. My dr. wants me to go to therapy, but I don't feel helpable. I've been stuck for a long time now, and I know how exactly how bad you feel.