Hi,
A couple of years ago both of my grannies passed away. From one of them I suffered a long time with feelings of guilt and sorrow. Guilt because I didn't visit her more often.

Since a year my wife and I live separated. We still had hope but it didn't work out. From the moment we didn't live together anymore I suffer from extreme depression, confusion, and deep sadness. I was already crying a lot before this but now I'm crying every day, I feel so desperate. I miss her so much but I know rationally she is not good for me. The grief doesn't stop. Are those both cases some kind of Prolonged grief disorder? A term that I just recently discovered. I never imagined it would be so hard to part from my wife, although it was my decision.