Such feral aggression, underground![emoji23] [emoji12] It appears that your target wasn't the only sheep [emoji4] [emoji6]

Do you ever feel as if you are a slave to your personality disorder? I mean, narcissists tend to be viewed negatively in society...do you think the way you are limits your capabilities or do you think it opens you up to more? (Asking your personal opinion, not truth or anything)

I do have my moments that I am conflicted because of my disorder.

Are you able to answer questions or talk about yourself in a way that doesn't put a positive spin on everything you say? It seems like things are constantly being built up or that how people view you is always a machination of your will. (Not meant to be targeting, is a an honest question [emoji4] [emoji3] )

I am, if you were able to read earlier posts I do have my moments of difference.

If you consider the sheep to be a sheep and you are observed viewing them that way by others who then look at you in disgust (or apathy) because they understand...wouldn't you become a sheep yourself? Does a narcissist (or psychopath) in an environment filled with people that know what and who they are and how they operate tend to admit fault because it's in their own best interest?

Who is viewing granny as a wolf? The truth is nobody who knows me thinks of me as a disordered person. Another Reason why NPD is so difficult to diagnose by professionals think how hard it would be for a non professional to do. Bottom line nobody I know really knows how I operate or for the reasons I do. I am not one to carry my truths on my sleeve rather I carry what I believe someone need to see for my own benefit.

Sorry, I'm thinking out loud quite a bit....that all may not make sense. I hope it does though