hi, mulan

frist of all i would say that we all have come across such kind of childhood. where we thought we are not liked by others.

never blame urself, i n this way u are getting hard upon urself and sabotaging urself..

try to emphasis on ur good qualities.
if people dont talk to ..then u make the first move..u talk to them..andwait for the response
try to be more in public..try to interact with people from different sphere..
slowly and gradually u ll have to remove ur social anxiety..
just remember god accepts and loves u as u r.
try to be part of some clubs or other team...
create new hobby or develop the skills which u like in urself
introduce urself to others..
be pleasant to others..
Your beauty lies in ur simplicity.
u r always wanted by someone