I was diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder recently. I've been experiencing psychogenic non-epileptic seizures a lot lately and I think it's due to old memories resurfacing and my mind using seizures as a defense mechanism. After researching DID a lot, I've noticed that most people with this have suffered severe abuse when they were children.

After doing some research, I seem to match most of the childhood abuse and ritual abuse symptoms. The thing is, I have no memory at all of ever being abused. I have a strong feeling that I was though, but I can't remember.

I think the only way I'm ever going to get better is if I'm able to remember what happened to me and come to terms with it. I really want to remember, so I'm wondering, is there any way to recall repressed memories? I want to get over this, but I need to know what happened to me.