Just to clarify 'the couch'

It's not like a sofa-type thing that you'd find in someone's livingroom or anything.

My 1st and 2nd therapists both had couches in their offices. But they were couches like you'd find in a livingroom. I would always sit on the couch.

But the couch in my T's office is not really a 'couch,' rather it is the type of thing you'd find in a chiropractor's office or something. Made out of that plastic material or whatever it is. It is set up against the wall, and there is a cushion for your head. It is positioned so that when I lay down on my back, my head is closest to T... but T is directly behind me so I can't see him at all.

Of course T and I aren't in the same room every week. But every room is set up the same so that couch is in all of them. There are normally two comfortable-like chairs in each room and then "that couch" which is very separate.

Thanks for all of your responses.

Part of me is still left on that couch.

I think this is going to be a rough week to get through.