Katana, do you think it's SM that is the main reason while you daydream? I'm autistic, so I can relate to this. I can interact with people and they don't even notice that something is wrong with me (my autism/Asperger is very mild), but each and every interaction is stressful to me. In the real world, I can never enjoy interacting with people, unless it's in writing. In the imaginary world, I actually connect with the characters.