I have a very hard time trusting anyone and only a handful of people even know my diagnosis. I have three people who, if they ask, I will tell them the truth about how I am doing. One of them this morning sent me a pin on Pinterest about how I need to cut the drama. I barely give her the highlight reel every few weeks. Nothing about drs or med changes. The other two I only talk to like every 3 months. I feel like I have 85% of my life I can't talk about except to my therapist once a week for an hour. How am I supposed to build relationships with people without talking about my life? It becomes quickly news, weather, and what is going on in their lives. Very one sided. I'm trying to pretend to be someone I'm not. I'm struggling with why, if I am not allowed to exist as me, why do I exist at all?