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Originally Posted by divine1966
It is normal what you are feeling. I left someone after almost 9 years ( his addiction). I moved on but remained friends and a year later I still have a vague hope he'll change, it's crazy. My t says it is ok to feel whatever I am feeling it is normal to miss people etc as long as we don't fall in to it again and go back. And I will not. He still makes promises but I already lost so many years on hoping he'll change.,,
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Sorry to hear that. 9 years is a long time. Your ex had addiction and mine is addicted to his crazy obsessive negative thoughts. I found myself not being able to fight against his negative thoughts! It was impossible.
I'm feeling down and sad today. Yes I miss those good days but I know they have gone.
In the morning I had very strange dream about him. He was dead and I was sobbing thinking he didn't live a comfortable life despite of me keep telling him!
I think I'm carrying the sad dream with me.
I know life is not fix. Nothing in this life is definite. Things are coming and going.
I'm hoping to meet somebody soon and forget all about him.
Or at least I make some good friends and spend more time with them. Tomorrow night I'm seeing my therapist. I can't wait for that.