I'm sorry that you are going through this and that you can't really talk to your PDoc and feel like they truly have your best interest at heart. It is true she can't change your life but she can be supportive and be open minded to trying meds again instead of vitamins. Yes, we all need to eat healthy for the betterment of overall health but it won't give you the help you need here. A second opinion is definitely in order here so that you can begin to get the support and help that you need. I wish you the very best.