I feel like I'm getting closer to the end of the line. My anxiety, as much as I work on it in therapy, still overwhelms me. I haven't licked it yet to the point that I can interview successfully for a job or get a girlfriend. Every day I see friends having relationships and knowing I am the ONLY male my age who has not even come close to having sex or anything approaching intimacy.
I feel like as much as I'm trying, I'm taking 3 steps backwards each time. I really think I need to
, not immediately, but that day is coming soon