I yearned today to go back in time where I take myself as a baby away from my poor mom so she can go off and get therapy. I yearn for this because I wanted to teach myself as a child this one thing I wish she knew, which is in order to have love in your life....you must love your self first.
I truly feel that this one thing would be the answer to my darkness and disorder.

Have any of you tried to attempt or re-attempt re-parenting your self in your 30s and found it effective and organic/connective to your existence....as opposed to feeling disconnected, too theoretical, or where you say, "what is the point?!!".

If any of you reply....thank you in advance