Is it normal to, let me phrase this is well as possible. I feel unneeded and like a burden, because I'm always the one to initiate conversations and activities between me and my friends? IE. I always message them before they message me, I ask them to come over, etc. And they never ask me for anything?
I'm having a really bad breakdown over this and I'm getting worked up over it, I don't know what to say to them.