You are right and I know it too. That's why I resist to text him back. He texted me again tonight saying how much he misses even holding my hand!
He's done this with me before, the moment I see him and he gets his satisfaction from me then he's back to his mean unkind character.
I cried a lot today and I meditate, then I felt better. I made a new friend at the bookstore and I had a long conversation with her. It was really good.
I want him to be free from suffering and be happy too. He has so much to offer but he has so much delusions.
It feels like we are each other drugs, we are just addicted to one another!
And addiction is not good.
I do miss him terribly too but I know the whole thing. I've done it with him before, I've given him chances and he blew it away. This time I stay strong with my broken foot!
I need more friends, more activities, more positive thoughts.
I know if a man really want a woman, he will do anything to have that woman and make her happy.