Hi,

So, I'm having my first gynecologist appointment ever today and I'm really, really nervous.
I've been googling what's supposed to happen and the more I read, the more nervous I get. Some sites said that the gynecologist will ask if I have a history of sexual abuse? Is that true? I don't want to talk to a stranger about my past, then there's the issue of them feeling me up, which is something I'm also very scared for.

I'm seeing a female doctor, but I'm still very, very scared.
Will I be allowed to bring my teddy bear? For comfort?

I'm very scared. I read what to expect, but I'm still very nervous about the whole thing.

I'm 20 years old, btw.