Oh! Fuzzy
No....no.....no....
Just keep saying no to all those terrible thoughts in your head because they are lying to you!
I am sooooo sorry you are going through so much right now. Even though I don't know exactly about everything going on.....you are not a loser...life is just really hard sometimes......so sorry you were violated by a gp....
Please just keep posting and know that you are loved very much!