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I was at a party this past Saturday and this guy was talking about Adderall and how horrible it is. When he mentioned, "be careful about the crash", my mind caught on to his statement. That is what happened to me. So, I know I don't have Bipolar disorder because anyone can crash with Adderall, especially if you abuse it.

I crashed and now I am taking Lithium and Geodon when in reality, I don't need it. I don't have a mental illness. Now, I am weaning myself off of my medications. I did notice that if I don't take Geodon, I can't sleep but as I go down the dosage, I should see a change hopefully. I am ready to go back to sleep like I normally do. Smoking weed helps me sleep and feel relax. I am done with giving my copay to a pharmaceutical company. My heart goes out to you guys who have Bipolar Disorder.

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