i remember a time in my life where i was so lonely i prayed every day for any kind of person to come into my life, i didn't care who they were or what they were, any nationality, age, gender, i just kept praying. those prayers took about a year to be answered, the reason i was so lonely was because i am schitzophrenic and had menstrual problems that wouldn't go away. well i ended up getting hit by a truck and got money from it. i never had a better time in my life not having to worry about money, it wasn't much but enough to get myself out there, quit my job too. in the end the money ran out, but i'll never forget the memories of especially being independant on my own. i wish i could go back and do it all over. i'm not rich now and we live on a fixe income but i will always remember being rich at one point in my life, it was such a great ride.