I have been thinking of you during this time and wondering how things went. This sounds like a particularly difficult painful session. It makes me hurt for you just reading it. But, as others have said, yourself included, this gives your T the picture.

I wonder how long your T is on vacation for or when you will see him again.

I also wonder how the rest of your weekend has gone with you and your brother? Were you able to put the session aside for the time being? I think that would be difficult too..all that it included.

Good luck with the rest of the weekend. Take care.