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Old Jun 30, 2015, 04:15 AM
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Originally Posted by QuietMind View Post
I think it's somewhat natural to want to feel special. And jealous of other clients.

But you can bear in mind that you *are* one of those she likes working with.

I think she would rather you reach out to her rather than harm yourself or struggle all alone. She wouldn't have offered if it would bother her.

Yeah... I need to just tell her and stop having mental breakdowns and panic attacks over it. Especially after appointments, I get really sad for a day or two. I even relapsed into cutting the night after one of the sessions 4 weeks ago because I felt lonely that she wasn't there.. I had to choke myself to calm myself down!

I don't recommend doing that at all btw. I don't know how to insert the trigger thing either not sure if that was even triggering. Sorry.

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