AmatureBombTech, Hello and thank you for your post.

I realized the same thing of what he was really after especially after him showing up here at 2:30 am. Geez, I can't believe him he is unreal.

Your right about the selfishness, the more I read the more I understand that an addict is very selfish which explains alot of his behavior lately. I suspect that he will probably drink more and more now.

It sounds like your family has alot of it, so you experience it probably way too much huh? How do you deal with it?

I also think he wanted to find comfort in knowing I was here at home and not out somewhere or with someone. He knows I am usually at home but he also knows I CAN be out at night also if I wanted too. I just choose not too atleast for a while until I get through the blues stage.

Thanks for the vote of confidence too. Its good to hear that I am making some progress and finding the strength to cope with this more and more everyday. Its tough though, let me tell you. At times I feel weak and I want to call him, but I am trying to listen to my inner voice.

These boards do help me alot I want all of you to know that and how much I appreciate each and every one of you for your support and advice. Many many thanks to all of you!!!


Terry