Findingmyway,

I can relate to some of your experiences. I think most of my dissociation is internal, and that I usually have the control to conceal it from being obvious to observers (except in severe cases of triggering). Most of the time, what casual aquaintances would notice would be me acting somewhat spacy and forgetful.

I was curious about your comment that you feel that, over time, you have discovered more parts. What made you aware of it? Do you go to therapy to deal with dissociative issues?