I am a 36 yr old make, married with one child, 5 months old. ever since I can remember, I have felt like I don't belong in this world. I am a misanthrope you see and hate this world and the majority of people in it. I have suffered through small bouts of depression all my life, but for the last few years, it has become worse. All facets of my life I have failed in. When I got married, I thought it would end the pain but it only got worse. My wife cannot understand me as I am, and she never will. I only feel disdain from her, and I am misunderstood. She doesn't care for how I think and does not respect my opinions in the least. I feel no love from her. my career is also non existent, and my family also don't understand me. Every action I do is wrong for those closest around me. I have no voice, I have lost all passion for things I used to love to do. I find satisfaction in nothing, except for my daughter. She is the only reason I still breathe, but I daily think I am better off leaving this world. It has no place for me. That I sincerely believe. I feel that soon I will give up completely, and it may be the relief I need. Any thoughts?